Trust the process

I’ve been struggling with unemployment for almost 2 months now, and I have to say, it is one of the hardest thing I have had to deal with.  I’ve been actively applying to several places but no luck; and so it can be very frustrating and discouraging.  If any of you had to go through this, I’m sorry and I hope nobody has to go through this process; but let’s face it, it’s life.  It has its ups and downs but eventually, deep down inside we all know that it will be okay, we just have to trust the process.

Up until today, I was convinced that my situation is the worst, that I will never find a job, and make any money again and that I will be unemployed forever. I had lost all hope and faith, but I was wrong.  I was very wrong. Today in yoga, I learned that a dear yoga instructor has lost her baby, one day after she gave birth to another healthy boy.  I can’t even imagine all the emotions that is going through her mind.  I don’t understand why bad things happen to such good people?! It made me realized how small my problem is compare to her.  My problem will go away one day, I will find another job and all these bad feelings will go away and everything will go back to the way it was.  But her life will never be the same.  The feelings of losing a child will never go away and her life will never be the same without this sweet boy.

So in this yoga pose, I am offering my heart, my biggest positive vibes to her and her family during this extremely difficult time.  They will be in my thoughts and prayers. Thank you for reading my random thoughts you guys!


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